The Class ring

Close by the door
He paused to stand,
As he took the class ring
from her hand.

All who were watching
Could not speak
As a silent tear
Ran down his cheek.

And in his mind,
The memories ran
Of the times they laughed
In the sun and sand.

Now her eyes
Were closed and cold
Never again.
Would he have her to hold

He touched her face,
And started to cry.
Put on his class ring,
And said good-bye.

All watched in silence
As he bent very near,
And whispered "I love you"
Into her ear.

The doors opened,
And the wind began to blow
As they carried her casket
Out into the snow.

Did you ever love someone?

~Did you ever love someone and know they didn’t care?
Did you ever look into his eyes and know you’d get nowhere?
Did you ever watch him leave not wanting him to go?
And whisper "God I love him!" but never let him know?
Did you ever cry in misery and think you’d go insane?
There’s nothing in this world that causes so much pain.
So, I say, don’t fall in love, you’ll hurt before it’s through.
You are my friend you, you ought to know, I fell in love with you.

I miss you

Dear you,

I miss you and I dont know why. It drives me crazy just wondering if maybe, just mabe, you are thinking of me. Uggh! whats wrong with me? I really thought I was over you... for a while i had convinced myself that nothing was going to ever happen between us and that I should just forget about you. For a while I almost believed it. I was getting better. I was moving on and my life was gonig great. Out of nowhere, you po back into my life and im back at square one. What am i suposed to do now? I know i'll never ever have the guts to ask you if you feel the same way about me so I guess i'll always be the friend who sticks by you and supports you no matter what you do. I'll never feel you look at me the way you look at her. Never kiss you the way, never hold you and never love you the way I want too...

what am i 2 you?

I have absolutely no idea where i stand with you. you tell me you miss me and yet when i try to call you your always so busy... im tired of beingthis way with you. The way you talk when your on the phone with me and your around your friends you seem as if your pretending that your talknig to someone special acting all sweet and everything and yet i dont feel anything more from you. Am i really someone your truely interested in or am i just someone you use to pass the time? what am i to you? if only i had the guts to ask you. The thing is i only know you thru chatting i mena we've spent some time together but the bulk of our realtionship exists only via internet and that is what scares me. I know you so well and yet I dont know you at all. I feel like im building my world around you making you everything to me. I'm worried that when we finally are able to spend some time together again i would have built you up so much that either you or I will just get disaapointed when we finally get to know the other. Im scared that its you who is going to get disappointed.

all alone

My heart is once again feeling the lonliness of the night. how many more days do i have to wake up and wonder if that is the day my life will finally hange? no one understands how lonely i feel. everynight i think about how happy everyone is with their lives. all i want is someone is a little happiness for myself. there is nothing more that i want right now than to be free and in love. Able to do the things i want to do. go the places i want to go and love the person i choose to love. is that too much to ask for? why do i feel soalone. everyone says "oh dont worry. just be patient you'll find someone". but i have been patient for so long ive been patient. what if he never comes? what am i supposed to do then? what if i am destined for lonelines? destined to spend the rest of my days sad and alone? this can not be. Oh well. tommorrow is another day of hoping and wishing. i hope tommorrows the day. wherever you are, i hope you find me.